Am i suppose to feel like that?

It has been really long since i last posted and my blog is officially D-E-A-D. Anyway, i am so going to revive it again with a weekly post kindda thing i guess. So yups, today is 十五, the lat day of chinese new year so i am gonna make all my resolutions of the year, lets hope it will come true (:

1. I will not hand in my homework late, and i will study for EVERY test from now
on.
2. I will participate actively in CCA and not slack (:
3. I will try to keep my blog active from now on.
4. I will ty to be nice to everyone, i will not hate anyone, i will just dislike.

Now, the rants i have about my life during those days that i have not been blogging.

Well, lets start from academic stuffs first:D

The previous week was TERRIBLE. We had like tests that never seem to end, and the post test feelings was like : shit, i wont get my As. It is a stupid feeling seriously. This week was not that bad though, it was just a SCS timed assignment. I screwed it up :/ Didn't manage to finish the damn essay and ended like super abruptly. The good thing about the end of SCS assignment was that, I have no more tests for the week already (: [and yeah, i am laughing at those bio and history students] There is only 2 words to describe my GPA for this term --- Gone Case. I am so so so so so so so so so so so screwed :/ Well nevermind, i still have another 90% more to go (:

P.S Losers who are happy over the fact that you beat me in your GPA, you will need to reflect on yourself, how stupid is it to goad over the fact that you won me when i am the last in class? ._____. And also, dont worry cause u will take over my place really soon *smiles*

Hmmm, then CCA.

My squad came in already, three cheers (: Three acts have passed and i am like WOW time really flies when you are having fun really tired. The before&after feeling is totally different. Initially,i was still happily talking about what i will do with the little kids in my squad when i was suddenly informed that i had to take squad, i have had a cold feet. It was hard, I felt like a teacher, trying to get the attention of kids that are not at all interested in the subject and are feeling like why are they even here to waste their time. I was not exactly please with my performance. And gahhh, i needa improve on my pitching. The post feeling was really like, phews a day had passed. And then the second act, could not exactly remember what happen. But it was still another day of hard work. THIRD ACT. The most recent one, I LOVE IT! (: We scolded them like for half an hour before the start of act. What a bad way to start a day especially when three out of the four was having a terrible throat .____. Anyway, we had drill which was quite okay i guess, taught them sedia and senang diri. Then, we had PT. I like the way they shouted, they stunned their seniors woohoo (: Keep it up sec 1s !